vent.

i feel as though i may be dead. or just horribly, horribly scorned. but i'm not excited about barack obama. i try. trust me. i try. and i realize its historic. i just don't feel the spark. the convention seems anticlimatic, and our party seems to look quite boring. hillary's speech last night was inspiring, and i just wish that she could have had her chance.

and it's interesting to see some of the press still working against her at this stage in the game.


i feel so happy about life, but i'm also feeling miserable.
fuck.

hillary is going to go on to do some fantastic things.



update:::

scratch that. america's most influential woman just swayed me and my vote.