my mind is so swirled and whirled.

i feel like i've become a slave to everything that i was at one point fighting against. i'm now a lazy person who is not focused on my future. i go through the motions everyday. i forgot how awful a place america has become for so many people.

here, we do bad things to people.

i have to change. i have to give up this onslaught of media. and become proactive.