punk ass

there was a bit of a relapse for myself yesterday. i think that this past few weeks has just been the center stage of a lot of shit and a lot of changes that has sent me into a frenzy. i think that yesterday was the height of it, although i'm not holding my breath.

today was a nice day. i'm burnt though. i laid out on the pier for a few too many hours.

i hung out with a nice boy last night. and i think that i have a little apologizing to do to a few friends. i've felt pretty absent the past few weeks.

i'm brainstorming about my novel a lot more. i have been through so many ideas. the basic premise for now is just the lives of 8 people merging together in 2010, while the congress is stuck in what has turned out to be a week long filibuster to bring home all the troops from Iraq.

I'm working out the characters now, and whether I'd like for it to take place in Manhattan or be scattered around the country.

I'm making a few declarations right now:
No more drinking
No more meat
No more excuses
No more whining


I'm definitely in this place of growth right now where a boyfriend is not a good idea. I need to remember that and constantly repeat it to myself. I've got to work on myself.

I'm going to go Paris!!! I'm working out the details of either November or February.

So so so so exciting.